My Life as a wife II

LOVE is exciting!

LOVE brings joy and happiness!

LOVE is the only food for our souls and bliss for our hearts!




Dear Diary..
Yesterday I feel so sad and upset with myself….
My cousin texting me yesterday to tell me that she is pregnant…Congratulations Elizabeth and Hillarius! They are going to be such great parents….
I have to admit that I cried when she told me she was pregnant. I always do that. I’m just so happy that my cousin is gonna be a mom. I know how much she wants this. But I also cried out of pity for me, I think. I’m not really sure what I was feeling. I, too, desperately want to have a baby and I can’t wait for that to happen. I have to wait, though, because God is not ready for me and my hubby to be parents. I must ask for patience. Manalah tau kan kalau bukan bulan ni..bulan depan(psiko diri sendiri untuk senangkan hati..)